Trashed And Scattered

Keep on writing you're just raping yourself

(nothing can take my mind away from them)

Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else

(Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)

I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it

(Stuck in a state of questioning)

And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen

(Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold)

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low

You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold

My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there

But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone

Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll

And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know

Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit

Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out

Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else

(Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)

Lie about my life, have a story to tell

(Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)

Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me, should make you worried

(Long way to go and you're right there)

Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes sure you can't breathe

(Pick at pieces of my body below)

I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage

(All the same)

I'll stand right here, come on you falsehood deceitful liar

(I know my destination - there's no shame)

Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means

(Nothing's what it seems)

I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low

You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold

My destination's always unknown, I'll find my way there

but Goddamn Imposter are you out of your mind?

I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here

My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)

My devils appetite is tonight and now I'm alright

But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time

Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit

Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone

Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll

And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know

Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Don't try and get the best of me

(No one can help but your own self)

City makes my body ache

(Lonely, don't try and prey on me)

I feel your world keep dying, (Don't try and get the best of me)

(No one can help but your own self)

No more use in tryin' (City makes my body ache)

(Lonely, don't try and prey on me)

And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside

And I've seen it all before but I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side

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The Wicked End

Man's becoming more corrupt now, godless, wicked, and cruel

The soulless man stood silenced, Mary's words rang so true

Chastisement worse than the flood, spread the word, it's all through

Don't kill the messenger girl

As if we haven't swam enough in this life of misery

Voice your prophecy, shed us some light

Feel sorrow for mankind's chance to survive

Swallowed lies and swam in our own tears

A stab in the dark but it wounded our will

We won't be here tomorrow, hold on to me for one last time

We've grown into the numbers six hundred sixty six

War breaks, a sign of the end, eternally expelled

Look to the sky for knowledge, the stars align tonight

Eclipse and heaven shall fall

Now I know I've seen it all in my life of misery

Voice your prophecy, shed us some light

Feel sorrow for mankind's chance to survive

Swallowed lies and swam in our own tears

A stab in the dark but it wounded our will

Dust the apple off, savor each bite

And deep inside you know Adam was right

lust and power, indulgence, no fear

Left with his sins, how does this end?

We won't be here tomorrow, hold on to me for one last time

As the prophets shed the light on what's to come the crowds did gather

Your time is precious, they explained, no time to worry, messiah's coming

Don't go to sleep tonight, darling, hold me in your arms

These will be our final days and I can't let go

Walls are falling, churches burning, women ravaged, children crying

Flesh is tearing, some still fighting

In this world of misery

Voice your prophecy, shed us some light

Feel sorrow for mankind's chance to survive

Swallowed lies and swam in our own tears

A stab in the dark but it wounded our will

Dust the apple off, savor each bite

And deep inside you know Adam was right

lust and power, indulgence, no fear

Left with his sins, how does this end?

We won't be here tomorrow, hold on to me for one last time

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Strength Of The World

My story starts the day they said "she can't be found"

the news so dark, heart stopped, I stood silent without a sound

It's over, she's finished, mother lies with your father and sister too

Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you

Sorrow swallows my screams

Strength of the world - is on my shoulders

Strength of the world - is on my side

Strength of the world - the one true beholder

Ice in my veins - for those who've died

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life

There's nothing left to say

Avenge the dead killed all who crossed me in my path

Suicidal, I never planned on coming back

I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth

Need nothin', to feel power, and bring the killers to their knees

Nothin' ta lose vengeance ta gain (you know I'll never be the same)

So taste my breath I'm close behind you (so desperate on your final day)

Sorrow swallows my screams

Strength of the world - is on my shoulders

Strength of the world - is on my side

Strength of the world - the one true beholder

Ice in my veins - for those who've died

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life

There's nothing left to say

Sitting in silence with heaven above me I prayed every night by their graves

While I search for closure I feel it no longer

I can't turn my cheek away

I stand before you; I'll sin when I have to

But now I leave your side, to avenge my family's pride

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life

There's nothing left to say

Strength of the world - is on my shoulders

Strength of the world - is on my side

Strength of the world - the one true beholder

Ice in my veins - for those who've died

So far forever now alone, a greater punishment on me has been imposed

A killer falling from the light, I'll miss my family, I'll never be alright

That's all she wrote...

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Sidewinder

I slide through the wasteland that's my world

My hunger takes your life, preyed on to keep me alive, yeah

Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty in me

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night

You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

That's right I shed my skin tonight but my fangs are hard to hide

And you know that you're going to die, yeah

Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty to me

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night

You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control

Fire that burns and never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Making my way through the night you're still in my sight

You're running away cause you know you can't hide

My instincts are cold blooded hate; to you I'm the bearer of fate

Wrong place and now the wrong time, now terror is all that you'll find

Can't you feel the poison rising straight to the heart of the venomous bite

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night

You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control

Fire that burns and never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone

Vanish from my sights - venomous control

You won't make it right - my appetite has grown

Lost the final fight - no love will be shown

Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone

Vanish from my sights - venomous control

You can't make it right - my appetite has grown

Lost the final fight - no love will be shown

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Seize The Day

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It’s empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, a feel my memories fade with time

But I’m too young to worry

These streets we travel on  will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stays for a while

I can move on with you around

I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?

I’d do anything for a smile, holding you ‘til our time is done

We both know the day will come, but I don’t want to leave you

I see my vision burn, a feel my memories fade with time

But I’m too young to worry (a melody, a memories, or just one picture)

Reef:

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It’s empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

New born life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in

No longer needed here so, where should we go?

Will you take a journay tonight, follow me past the wall of death?

But girl, what if there is no internal life?

I see my vision burn, a feel my memories fade with time

But I’m too young to worry (a melody, a memories, or just one picture)

Reef:

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It’s empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don’t wanna die alone without you there

Please tell me what we have is real.

(melody)

So what if I never hold you, or kiss your lips again wooo

So I never want to leave you  and the memories for us to see

I beg don’t leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It’s empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don’t wanna die alone without you there

Please tell me what we have is real.

(silence you lost me, no chance for one more day)

I stand here alone

Falling away from you no chance to get back home. 2kali 

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M.I.A

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.

Living another day in disguise.

These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.

Ooooo....

Stand up and fight.

The fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.

I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers can't be wrong.

It's no fun but I've been here before

I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war.

(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)

Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son.

(Take this from my consciousness, and please erase my dreams)

Fight for honor, fight for your life.

Pray to God that our side is right.

Even though we won, I still may lose

Until I make it home to you

I see our mothers filled with tears,

grew up so fast where did those years go?

Memories wont let you cry

unless I don't return tonight.

So many soldiers on the other side, I take their lives so they can't take mine.

(Scared to make it out alive now murder's all I know.)

Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here. I have my weapons so there's nothing to fear.

(Another day, another life, but nothing real to show for)

Fight for honor, fight for your life.

Pray to God that our side is right.

Even though we won, I still may lose

Until I make it home to you

I see our mothers filled with tears,

grew up so fast where did those years go?

Memories wont let you cry

unless I don't return tonight.

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.

Living another day in disguise.

These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.

Watching the death toll rise wondering how I'm alive.

Stranger's blood on my hands, I've shot all I can

There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die

To destroy all their plans with no thought of me

No thought of me, no thought of me

Ohhhhh.....

Walk the city lonely

Memories that haunt are passing by

A murderer walks your street tonight

Forgive me for my crimes; don't forget that I was so young

Fought so scared in the name of God and country

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Burn It Down

Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care

Converse behind my back, but now I'm here

Need no one to comply with me through everyone that I defeat

Don't need you, fuck camaraderie, this rage will never go away

Hatred fuels my blood, I'll burn ya down (you can't help me)

One king to watch the horsemen fall, I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you)

I can't trust anyone, see it in my eyes

Now I can understand, it's sorrow that feeds your lies

You're on my back when the water gets too deep for you to breath

A crutch for you that won't always be there

Hide in the dark another day, the fear in you is here to stay

So keep the fuck away from me and learn to trust the words I say

Hatred fuels my blood, I'll burn ya down (you can't help me)

One king to watch the horsemen fall, I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you)

I can't trust anyone, witness and see it in my eyes

Now I can understand, put faith in you for the last time

It's sorrow that feeds your lies

Run from me before I tear you down (be afraid)

You chose the wrong side (it feels so right)

I won't help you, let you rot away (despise what you say)

Run towards the light exposing your soul (we won't be there by your side)

Salvation's dying (somebody's crying)

We're all gone in the end, sweet child we'll miss you

No, so far away, far away

I can't trust anyone, witness and see it in my eyes

Now I can understand, put faith in you for the last time

It's sorrow that feeds your lies

Falling away, can't buy back time

Burned it down anyways

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Blinded In The Chains

And we're at it again, I turn around another fucking war, man

I don't know where to begin, but I'll start with the radical leaders

Their steps we're followin'

Running, don't go back and fight, too many you'll lose

(And as clowns you follow suit behind the blood between the red and white and blue but it's too deep for you to see and everyone eventually will take the step cause it's in sight you take the left I'll take the right I fell the hate you've built for me and I say pay attention baby)

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see

Like a plague fed to the brain deadly disease

But it wasn't a sin, a sorry life in judging every action

And as they're feeding your mind with this shit you forget

How to speak how to ask all the questions

The business at hand tonight, make the people choose

(I see another side in you but there's not much more I can do from on the outside looking in your government is listenin' to push you on the story of immortal father mortal son give them your mind and all your wealth the cycle will rebirth itself)

If they had it their way, I'd burn in Hell and your future's a fuckin' disaster can't you see

Don't give them all the power when your future's in desperate trouble baby

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see

Like a plague fed to the brain deadly disease

I'd run away tonight with my mind still intact you gotta make it alright

Easier said than done with no place to hide and having no place to...

Running away from condition, I see you but you're running away from

Your scared seductive system

Most would claim I live a lie when pointing out it's easy to predict these things

Every color has its side, they live together vote and most embrace these same dark times

Please help us, please save us of course they have control we're all the same

Up on the cross, crucified their problem drove the nail and let Him rot

Family and friends, it won't matter in the end I'm sure they'll understand

Now look at the world and see how the humans bleed

As I sit up here and wonder 'bout how you sold your mind, body and soul

Looking at the fields so green I know this sounds obscene

I see you're living for tomorrow but decisions you have made will leave you empty

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see

Like a plague fed to the brain deadly disease

I'd run away tonight with my mind still intact I've gotta make it alright

Easier said than done with no place to hide and having no place to run

You've fallen asleep in denial

Look at the way we're dyin'

How it ends I'll never know

Just live your life blind like me

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Betrayed

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go throw it all away?

In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true

As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do

I feel it burn inside, burn in me like the rising sun

Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I loved

I know after tonight all your power crumbles in my arms

So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar

[Spoken:]

And I felt down I need you there

Every note and every word seems so hard to take

Finally, we're destined

A smoking gun in hand, now don't you realize what you've done

Put a bullet in his back, your hero since you were so young

How could you kill the man who brought salvation through your pain

He must mean everything to end it all this shameful way

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go throw it all away?

In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true

As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do

I started here so young and helped you get along

Just did it for the love, and people healed through us

Don't live your life in vain, don't take it out on me

You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy

I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed

I felt so down now you're around to rescue me

Every note and every word I'm listening, yeah

Sometimes problems seem too deep to take (too hard to take)

Sometimes I cry thinking my future looks so bleak

Finally, together we were destined, I know what's best for us in the end

Someone hear me, someone stop me, someone listen, why aren't you listening?

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go throw it all away?

In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true

As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do

In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true

As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left to finish you (hahaha)

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Beast And The Harlot

This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence,

There's more than meets the eye round here, look to the waters of the deep.

A city of evil.

There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head.

Symbolic woman sits on his throne, but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.

The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.

She's a cage for every unclean spirit,

every filthy bird and makes us drink

the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.

Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh and pearls.

Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn.

Destroyed in an hour.

Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too.

Will weep and mourn this loss with her sins piled to the sky,

The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.

She's a cage for every unclean spirit,

every filthy bird and makes us drink

the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.

Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The day has come for all us sinners.

If you're not a servant, you'll be struck to the ground.

Flee the burning, greedy city.

Lookin' back on her to see there's nothing around.

I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to hell.

You've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see.

Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us,

You're welcome to the city where your future is set forever.

She's a dwelling place for demons.

She's a cage for every unclean spirit,

every filthy bird and makes us drink

the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.

Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

[x2]

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Bat Country

"He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man"

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.

I tried to drive all through the night,

the heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.

No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).

Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.

My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).

No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.

My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.

Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.

Mental fiction, follow me; show me what it's like to be set free.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).

Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.

My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).

No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.

Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.

These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,

we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.

We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,

don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.

I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).

Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.

My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).

No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.

Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

I've known it from the start all these good ideas will tear your brain apart.

Scared but you can follow me I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die.

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